It's good no one reads my blog

I am the worst at telling people how I feel. I pretty much just said to Benedict "If you were with another girl I'd be pretty upset so please don't ever be". I was trying be clear. But then I was also trying to be low key because telling somebody you love them when you've only been together a month is kinda not done. I'm a total retard. And my heart is going crazy. Maybe it's just because I have an essay due on Wednesday though. That shit always screws with my emotions.

Whinge

I don't want to have to consider other people's feelings. In theory I can justify my actions but it doesn't seem to work out so well irl. Goddamnit.